The Good

The dilemma

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Afraid of dying

Hate living

The dilemma I live in.

Don’t know what to do,

Scared

I’ve stood on that bridge

Trembling. Wanting to push off.

Splash

End it there.

Hyping myself up. DO IT. NOW.

This is what you want?

Clutching like a coward,

I let someone pull me back

That was that.

I’m meant to suffer;

If I don’t ,

Others might endure.

Their happiness, Their lives

Mean more than mine

Important.

I am not.

My LIFE. Empty

I cant stand it.

Insignificant

Dirt

Believe me I have tried.

Believe me.

Trust the process

NOTHING HAS CHANGED!

Never. It won’t. Destined to remain

Stuck here, to be tormented

Not by him, her or them

Tortured by my own twisted thoughts

Escape.  Futile.

Following where ever I lay my head

I wonder how many more times,

I’ll stand on that bridge

Ready. Sure this time

Letting someone grab me, some what grateful for the passer by

Before I accept it

Welcome the splash

Realising;

Life is fruitless

Death could be bountiful.

 

The dilemma I live in

 

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