You aren't the final product but you are for sure the prototype.
I do think it is really important to have supportive people around you, to help ease you out of your destructive mindset.
Patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting.
Surely God would not have created such a being as man, with an ability to grasp the infinite, to exist only for a day! No, no, man was made for immortality.