Study nature. Stay close to nature. Love nature.
What "wasting time" means? At the time we glorify self instead of glorify God, at that time we are wasting our time as... God is Time.
Don't focus on trying to be 'the best'. Focus on being irreplaceable.
Debating whether one trusts or not is a sign that one does not want to trust at all, and therefore is still incapable of it.
Focusing on keeping beautiful, genuine, feminine energy around me has really kept me grounded and at peace.