Wait for the guy that would do anything to be your everything.
The strongest people find the courage and caring to help others, even if they are going through their own storm.
Breaking the cycle of an energy pocket that wanted to keep you in limbo is a good feeling bust the stagnant bubble.
You don't have to position yourself in front of people to be used by God. You don't have to convince anyone that you are good enough for the voice of God, just be grateful that God chooses who He wills and once He is ready to use you, no devil in hell can stop Him.
Don't focus on trying to be 'the best'. Focus on being irreplaceable.
If you want to make it easy for undeserving people to reap the benefits of your magic, that's your own. Continue living in disappointment.
Never feel pressured to defend your choices. You do not need a reason to put you first.