Empty promises are often a distraction.
There's no need to wait for the bad things and bullshit to be over. Change now. Love now. Live now. Don't wait for people to give you permission to live, because they won't.
Don't focus on trying to be 'the best'. Focus on being irreplaceable.
For the world, you're always going to either be too much of one thing, or not enough of another. But for yourself, you'll always be enough.