If it scares you, it might be a good thing to try.
What starts in the heart doesn't stay in the heart, it either turns into action or words.
Penetrate deep into the word "Om". Gradually the word will disappear and only the silence will remain. The word is a support. The meaning is within you. Om brings out that meaning which is hidden in your soul.
A woman who empowers you, inspires you, and encourages you to do better, is a goddess. Finding that kind of magic is rare. Don't lose it.