It is one of the blessings of this world that few people see visions and dream dreams.
Patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting.
Surely God would not have created such a being as man, with an ability to grasp the infinite, to exist only for a day! No, no, man was made for immortality.
Maturity is also self-awareness, knowing your own strength, your weaknesses and your limitations.
If you want to absolve yourself of guilt, all you have to tell yourself is 'they deserved it'. This is literally how racism works.